I Let Go...

Short and sweet today:  I was ending my meditation with my usual " I let go and let God", and it came out "I let go and I am God".  What?  I said, "I let go and I'm God".  And there it is. Finally.  A pure recognition.  A spontaneous and complete remembrance flooding me with the freedom and clarity and power I reach for continuously by letting go and letting GOD arrange my life.  One simple word twist and now I'm letting myself BE the God aspect that I am.  Suddenly I am taller and more beautiful. Instantly I am lighter and more available.  In this moment I am invulnerable and unafraid to be extraordinary.

The energetic shift is subtle yet huge.  "I let go and LET God" has always felt good.  It has always brought the relief of giving up and letting someone else take the lead; of turning the figuring it out over to someone else; and ultimately of handing off the responsibility of my life and it's outcomes to another who is far more capable than little ole me.  I let go and let God inspires a feeling of 'no matter what, everything has it's purpose and is ultimately taken care of FOR me'.  And that feels good.

But "I let go and I'M God" is decisive.  IT brings the relief of setting down a load  that I've been carrying, and then standing tall and stretching and opening the blinds behind my eyes and not just Seeing, but beaming and focusing that light...intentionally.  And smiling...powerfully....mischieviously...with the anticipation of "What do I want to create NOW?"

I let go and I'm God.  I let go and I'm God.  I let go, and just like that, I'm God!

Wow. 7 months and 17 days since my last entry? Really? Wow. I wonder what would transpire if I actually commited to writing something 4 times a week - say Sun, Mon, Wed, Thurs - when I have my long mornings available? It always, and may I reiterate 'always', feels fabulous when I get in a groove that sends my fingers soaring across the keyboard. See, just that simple awareness brought a smile to my face.

And a lot has happened and is happening since my last entry. First and most mentionable due to its place on my Scale-O-Joy is the arrival of my dream partner. So vortexy as to inspire goose-bumps again, right now, as I share this great event. And come to think of it, his arrival on Feb 16th coincides very nicely with the timing of my last blog entry here, and so shall be known as my first date of distraction :)

So many enhanced feelings and experiences have come and continue to surprise me and expand every aspect of my life. My favorites so far?...Soul Nourishing Canoodling with my Sweetie. Sooo good on sooo many levels, but most satisfying is the level of knowing that I created this through the conscious alignment of my own vibration to "Yes, I'm ready!" This is perhaps the revelation I treasure most as it includes within it a connection with my sense of True Worth and Limitless Power. Not to mention the degree of intricate detail of desires I was not even conscious of choosing being literally fleshed out for my pure enjoyment. Law of Attraction outdid herself this time! Then there's the exponent factor of having a Partner in Chime, as we refer to ourselves. Enhancement for the sheer pleasure of it.

From the Mouth of a Horse Trainer

"The more you relax on the horse, the smoother the ride and the better she will respond."

"If the horse should bolt or move faster than you intended, the quickest way to get her back in line AND keep yourself free from harm, is to release all tension and consciously relax. This demonstrates to her your confidence and command, and allows her to regain her correct rhythm."

Now, if I could only figure out how to apply these truisms to my life in general...

Wait. I know. It has something to do with trust and confidence and allowing and ease and flow.

Oh. And not unlike braking a car when spinning on ice, which is to say STAY OFF THE BRAKES!, the most effective and efficient means to re-aligning myself is in releasing my input of resistance and forced action.

I feel more at ease just imagining this!

REJOICE! a poem by Lenedra Carroll, mother of Jewel

Send forth your expressed longing

lest the banked embers

become gray dust,

losing form to ashes.

The clouds move

and take their shadows

Hope riots at the gates

Go out in greeting!

Go out!

Release your joy!

Rejoice!

For all that you have hoped for

and prayed for

All that you have ever dreamed

is coming to pass.

Be led at last to the secret heart

of that in which you live

and breathe and have your being.

Something wonderful is happening.

PIGLET SPEAKS

A skittish little thing he (she?) is. Piglet, of the Winnie the Pooh variety. Always a little unsure. Always a little (and often a lot) afraid. And so often startlingly wise. For instance, on page 20 of the 1970 edition of "The House at Pooh Corner", Piglet is quoted as saying to himself, "And I know it seems easy, but it isn't everyone who could do it."

Here, of course, he is directly referencing his contributions of the "tiddly poms" into Pooh's song about the weather and snow and all words that rhyme with snow. But with a little perspective tweaking, Piglet's "tiddly-poms" become the snippets of potential we all get a glimpse of for ourselves and dream of measuring up to one day and perhaps even utilizing.

YOUR CHOICES WILL CHANGE THE WORLD

How perfectly nice. My attempts to start this blog have been weak-willed and laboriously lame. The past 3 months have produced nothing but mental traffic jams and impotent, invisible dialogue.

Then tonight, ready to transfer brilliance to the page again, and in moments ready to shut it down again, I see it; a miniature message on the tab of a 'Smooth Move' tea bag that espouses "your choices will change the world." And therein lies the summation of all that I believe and aspire to live consciously.

And here's the trick - I'll never know exactly how my choices have, or will, change the world - or even just my little bubble in the world. I mean, sure there will be some immediate internal and external shifting of obvious stuff; but the energetic ripples I initiate.... those I can only hope will land with the best and highest impact on my own AND others shores.

Intentions being everything, I hereby confidently conlude that any conscious choices infused with the almighty essence 'Love', will be blessed ones that connect me ever more intimately with my own highest shiny magnificence, and ultimately will inspire the magnificence in those I touch to shine a little more, and those they touch, and those.....

Thus, 'The Magnificent Project'.

3 cheers to choices!