Short and sweet today: I was ending my meditation with my usual " I let go and let God", and it came out "I let go and I am God". What? I said, "I let go and I'm God". And there it is. Finally. A pure recognition. A spontaneous and complete remembrance flooding me with the freedom and clarity and power I reach for continuously by letting go and letting GOD arrange my life. One simple word twist and now I'm letting myself BE the God aspect that I am. Suddenly I am taller and more beautiful. Instantly I am lighter and more available. In this moment I am invulnerable and unafraid to be extraordinary.
The energetic shift is subtle yet huge. "I let go and LET God" has always felt good. It has always brought the relief of giving up and letting someone else take the lead; of turning the figuring it out over to someone else; and ultimately of handing off the responsibility of my life and it's outcomes to another who is far more capable than little ole me. I let go and let God inspires a feeling of 'no matter what, everything has it's purpose and is ultimately taken care of FOR me'. And that feels good.
But "I let go and I'M God" is decisive. IT brings the relief of setting down a load that I've been carrying, and then standing tall and stretching and opening the blinds behind my eyes and not just Seeing, but beaming and focusing that light...intentionally. And smiling...powerfully....mischieviously...with the anticipation of "What do I want to create NOW?"
I let go and I'm God. I let go and I'm God. I let go, and just like that, I'm God!